thoughts

The words I couldn’t say.

I have kind of living in denial for the past two weeks.

I didn’t want to think about leaving V4 and the changes that would take place after moving out. Then, reality hit. hard.

Yesterday as I left V4 for the last time, I was overcome with all sorts of emotions. 

 I laughed and thought of all the good times that I had this year.

 I remembered the moments I laughed till I cried,

the nights I stayed up way too late,

the many profound thoughts during goodnight chatter,

the fun I had,

the challenges I faced,

the changes I made,

the obstacles I overcame,

and the people I grew to love.

My heart broke as I drove away from Provo.

I am forever changed because of the experiences I had this year. 

It was better then I could have ever expected. 

When I finally reached home, my journey felt complete.

I finally knew what I had been wanting to say all week.

I have been taught so much by those who people who I had the opportunity to be friends with this year. I am so grateful for the time I got to spend with all of you. I am grateful that your paths’ crossed with mine. 

Holly, Jordan, Katie, Brook,Liz, Barrels, Young Ones,

 I love you.